Qei Vie

Ga suka situasi seperti ini, rasanya pengen teriak dan berontak. Semuanya jadi membingungkan, menyebalkan dan menggelikan atau semakin menggenaskan.

Apakah aq selalu mengeluh? Apakah aq tidak bersyukur atas rejeki yang diberikan? Tapi apakah rejeki berhenti di jalan ini saja? Bolehkan aq mencari rejeki di tempat lain? Dan apakah itu menjadi pengkhianat? Bukankah lebih pengkhianat yang mengatakan aq pergi tp aq kembali lg, bukankah ada ambisi lain di balik itu?

Tapi kemarahan ini menjadi-jadi, padahal aq sedang berusaha belajar menerima segala perubahan-perubahan dadakan. Sangat berusaha mencoba menerima apapun itu meski jiwa tuh rasanya dah teriak-teriak.

But today, thats it! Enough! This madness is just not common. I really mad!!

If don’t trust me anymore just tell me. I never do justification for anything, because i even don’t know it is wrong or not. What should i remind if i don’t even know the mistake. I already ask before, i did what u told me. Its enough for the pain and uncomfortable. I saw third times u don’t trust me again. Fine! U don‘t need me anymore, i’ll find my own way now.

First i thought i would regret not working with u again, but not anymore now. I learn for twice.  Too many u proud to person, u will more disappointed. He is not perfect leader, i am also not perfect employee. But i accept him the way he is, also try to completing his lack. Once more i never do justification. If i were wrong, i will say i were wrong. But i already ask u first, i didn’t do anything cheat behind u. But ur eyes said, i did that. Its hurt!

I trust u but u don’t trust me anymore. This is not the first time ur eyes said that. How can i work for person who don’t trust me? I  have one question, what is my fault? What the mistake i ever done for this job? I try my best even i was not comfortable with the situation.

Fine! No more romantismean like u said. I even never remind bout our friendship, but u always talk bout that memories, and speak to people how the friendship. That i know now u r my bos and i am ur employee. I never talk bout any friendship behind it. U r the one who always speak about romantismean in work time. And its sucks!!!

If u r my friend, u should come to my wedding! But since that time u r totally only my bos!!!

So who speak about romatismean, i always stay away from u in office, good behavior, never ask u to make a joke with me!! Because that i now in office u r my bos not my friend. Clear! So who make romantismean..not me. Don’t blame me with ur behavior in office. I just ur employee. thats all!!

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